We've been stopped dead in our tracks, with no knowledge of what to do next.None of us are certain what the future holds-(who does I suppose??!!) There has been a major shake-up in Builder Bobs world. Thus, all of our orbits have been altered a bit!! Now seems to be the time to huddle and regroup, pray for guidance and peace and inspiration. I LOVE the huddling part! The walls of our home are bulging a little more. We have new "company," ie: family with us. Together we'll watch things change. We'll have each other. I have full confidence in the the future. Its bound to be bright, but different than expected. There's no panic, no depression--though BB certainly deserves his moment of grief. My man is a marvel and a wonder. Other men would have imploded under lesser trials. He retreats quietly and draws strength from his Heavenly Father and wise friends and family members.
I have no idea how to help alleviate the heart-ache. I have no idea what I can say to make it all better. How do I lessen the disappointment? Someday he'll notice that I haven't bugged for a shiny black sports car or new shoes, or even a vacation. Right now BB has much bigger concerns on his plate than his wifes' selfish desires. I'd like to recede into the woodwork and let him do his thing. His 'thing' being the very capable provider and leader of our home!! Wow is he great at this!! He'll notice sometime, that I haven't been 'needy' for a while. He'll see we are eating out less and enjoying what Netflix sends us even more. Its his turn at this moment in time, for all the compassion and patience I can muster.
ALL WILL BE WELL---OF THIS I AM CERTAIN!!!!!!!!
2 comments:
Oh Cindy, I'm sorry things are tough right now! I wish that I could help. I'm impressed by your faith and confidence. I'll keep you all in my prayers. Love you and thinking of you, Christy.
Bob is an amazing guy and will get you all through this. I hope the stress is less and the fun of having family there is fabulous.
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